I’ve only known him since the beginning of this school year…I know for a fact I have a little bit of a crush on him. And I’m dead serious about this whole love thing. I have never actually "loved" a boy per se. Yes, I’ve crushed on a few guys, but not as hardly as I am crushing on him. We are best friends and hang out all the time…you know, if he wore a wig and make up, anyone could tell that he was one of my girlfriends…’cuz he’s not one of them boys who I just like hang out with for whatever: I LIKE him. I REALLY like him. Do you get what I’m saying? It’s kind of hard for me to explain virtually. See, I don’t mind hima cting like a total dude (you know, burping, pigging out, etc.) around me. I can still smile and say he’s my BFF. But, I’m scared he might not love me back, and telling him could seriously wreck our friendship, right? It’s hard for me. You’ve probably heard questions like these before but I’m just really confused. Love…it just seems so complicated. Help, please?
I’m also kind of scared that he’s already loved a girl before. If he has, I fear it won’t be as special and meaningful.
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